Why I wouldn't waste a single second on aliens and their life anymore

Why  I would not waste  a single second on aliens and their life anymore.  No matter NASA approves the sightings of UFO or anything I will simply assume them to be secret American projects that NASA is unaware of, or might be Russians still spying on United States of China via drone or unknown flying technology. 

Fine we get it NASA, I believe at your study. Now what? 

You are telling me there can be 6 billion earth like planets in our Galaxy alone. Milky way is a large galaxy. You need 100,000 years if you travel at the speed of light to get just to the center of it. 

Let's see the Alien analogy of people around the world-

6 billion earth like planets milky way alone. When I say earth like it means a planet optimum in every possible aspect to hold and develop a organic life through out evolution, without a chance of a collision with a astroid to destroy it all together.  

There are say 200 billion galaxies in the universe and let's assume every one of them has about 6 billions plants capable of holding life.  Now total such plants are 200×6 billions which is 1.2 trillion plants.

 

You are telling me one of those 1.2 trillion planets have developed such organic conditions to give rise to bacteria containing DNA and capable of reproducing. 

Then you are telling me that out of those gazillion possible combinations where they could have developed into simple prices of microorganisms, there have been a proper permutation for the being to become intelligent life species. 

Then you are telling me that those intelligent life species have evolved all the way through from probability of being ending up as violent dinosaurs and wild animals to become some species intelligent enough to be able to make spacetime travel at a very large speed, much nearer to the speed of light. And mind that it is as difficult for them to reach earth as it is for humans to reach their planet.  

Then you are telling me, they have travelled all the universe  to find other intelligent life species just like them and they have already found our species of Homo Sapiens.  

Then you are telling me that after going through that this evolution of their life , development of their technology and and already discovering us, they are yet to make some official contact with our species just because they are afraid of us or 

Why would they make a contact with us? They have got no reason to meet us? 

Common man, that's too much. Tell me 5 reasons if humans someday made all of that possible and discovered a intelligent life and went to their planet why won't they meet those Alien species?

Hence,  I would not waste  a single second on aliens and their life anymore. I'm done with them and their fake news.  In my opinion there is about a zero chance for life to exist anywhere else than planet Earth. 

So Don't waste your life enjoying because a lot more can be done with that.  Also trying to enjoy and being happy all the time is just making yourself escape away from what I say the forever question which is "have I done everything in my power to make my life  better". Being happy all the time would simply get you depressed when you will face our own consious, that you could have lived and done  so much better. 

So it's the road not take 

Your options are-

Spending your  life enjoying and kicking  your own consious out and to never face it. 

Vs 

A life in which you are self satisfied of Evey sacrificed you made and the success you have attained. 

For me it's fuck happiness. I don't work for it and I'm also  not obsessed like other fellow people with enjoyment. 

I work for facing myself eye to eye and saying "You have done everything in your power to succeed and to make this planet a better place for humans to live"